The JULY 30 UPDATES

Note:
Not all updates published under the date JULY 30 2006 are not exactly written on that day as well. It was all written on different dates. Di ko lang ma-publish.. kakatamad kasi. hehe

+leo

Mixed Nuts

I am torn between several emotions. Sing with me...

*Jealousy
Turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis
But it's just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
Cus i'm Mr. Brightside

*And you never would have thought in the end How amazing it feels just to live again

*Malas mo ikaw natipuhan ko! di mo lng alam...

*if you're not the one
then why does my soul feel glad today
if you're not the one
then why does my hand fit your's this way?

*Will you stay, or will you leave
Shall I doubt, or shall I believe
Cause I've been there before
Don't wanna hurt myself no more

*Hindi ko na alam kung makakaya ko pa Di bale na lang kaya?!?!
Ako pa ba kaya ang nasa puso niya?
Di bale na lang kaya
Ngunit mahal ko siya!!!

*Are you telling me this is a sign?
She's looking in my eyes, now I see no other guys
Are you telling me this is a sign? (OHHH!!!)

* i can love you like that
i will make you my world both heaven and earth
if you were my girl
i will give you my heart be all that you need
show you everything as much as to be
if you give me a chance

*Like I said
it's been three years since I'm knocking on your door
And I still can knock some more
Ooh girl, Ooh girl
is it really love i wanna know
I wanna know if its for sure

*i had been badly hurt before ever since then i would ignore
and the chance for love
i thought it was a lie
i look to relly upon myself
and i thought that i was doing well
until you came and saw
and i just can't deny

*searchin all my days just to find you
not sure what i'm lookin for
i know it when i see you
tell them i'll hide in my bedroom
staying up all night just to write
a love song for no one

*di mo man lang napuna
ako ay labis nanagangamba
itong pag-ibig na umaasa
lumalapit sayo
ng mapuna mo
nananalig sayo
nang mapansin man lang ako

*Cause I love her with all that
I’am and voice shakes along with
May hand coz she’s all that I see
And she’s all that I need
And I’m out of my league once again

*What'll it feel like when she
opens her heart and finds that there just might be
a small missing part and whether with or without me
She has to start getting ready

Clueless

who who who who who who who who who

SINO NGA!?!?!!?!?!?

Who?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!









...let the dogs out.

Broken Sonnet

*sigh*

I can make you smile... but somebody's there who gives you happiness
I can talk to you... but somebody's there who gives you the chill with every word he speaks
I give you the help you need... but somebody's there whom you STILL reach out

I seek you... but somebody's there whom you seek
I long for you.. but somebody's there whom you long for his presence
I miss you.. but somebody's there whom you miss
I wish to see and feel you always... but somebody's there whom you wish to see and feel always..
Everyday I pray to God that you'll see me for what I am, for the man I've grown to become, for the way things are.. but somebody's there who you wish I were, who you wish I've grown to become, whom you wish the way things should be

It's you that I crave.. but somebody's there whom you crave
It's you that inspires me.. but somebody's there who inspires you
It's you that I dream of... but somebody's there whom you dream of
It's you that I think of every day when I wake up and every night before i sleep... but somebody's there whom you think about every day when you wake up and every night before you sleep
It's you that I LOVE... but somebody's there... whom you love...







OO, I love you... but somebody's there whom you wish he'd love you too...

"Still i sing the tears from your eyes... and maybe I'm just not the one for you..."

Time of my life

I'm having the time of my life...

If there's one thing I am completely happy about, that would be about the time I'm having right now. This "time" certainly has brought about the best in almost everything in me. I can see myself perform really well in terms of academics, in music, in family matters, friends, and even in DOTA (hehe). How do I excel in thine? Let me count the ways:

1. Academics - I have been more scientific, systematic, and mathematical lately.*Scientific:Basically, what is the science of the course in itself? Relate everything in terms of relevance in everyday life.For me, I have not seen the practicality and relevance of my course.. just lately of course. *Systematic: Major changes in my studying habits and methods. Can't share.. you can't relate anyway.*Mathematic: No study = fail, it's as easy as that.
2. Music - Im learning more scales everyday! woHooo! Thanks to the local internet shop at the ground floor na may bantay na ubod ng sungit minsan. Unyx oh, si Bantay! Haha..
3. Family matters - Family Love is certainly finally circulating the walls of our home. No need to share... The term "family love" explains it all.
4. Friends - I have the best of friends so far! I could not imagine college life without these people that surround me. And as far as best friend is concerned, my long lost childhood friend "Buboy" (Alejandro San Luis) who left for States and promised to stay for summer ONLY in the year 1998 but didn't return ever since, up until last week, visited me and "partied" like never before. Buti na alala mo pa ako dito. Slamat dude! See you next 6 years! haha.
5. DOTA - Wakokx na ako mga boys! Sabi rw nila. Amp! hehe

Have I counted thine well?! Thee only knows the truth for each. (?!?!?) Haha...
Oh well, just one last thing. If you ask me how my love life is (for all those who can relate), I can see her. For now, she doesn't me yet. It is only a matter of time. Huwag nyo na ako kulitin! Hindi ako naiinggit sa inyo!

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A song for you who inspires me...

Day after day
I must face the world of strangers
where I don't belong. Im not that strong

It's nice to know
that there's someone I can turn to
who will always care
you're always there..

*When there's no getting over that rainbow
When my smallest of dreams won't come true
I can take all the madness the world has to give
but I won't last the day without you.

So many times whe the city
seem to be without a friendly face
a lonely place

It's nice to know
that you'll be there if I need you
and you'll always smile.. it's all worth while

Touch me and I end up singing
trouble seem threw up and disappear
you touch me with the love you're bringing
I can't really loose when your near.. (when you're near my love)

If all my friends have forgotten half their promises,
their not unkind
just hard to find

One look at you
and I know that I could learn to live
without the rest I found the best


written on 07 / 27 / 06

Something weird happened today.
I started to remember why I like you.
No matter what you wear, you're still pretty.
Sometimes you're personality gets in the way of your beauty.
But truth be told, I can't find anything wrong with both.
Something even weirder dawned on me this morning.
I started to miss your sophisticated pressence.

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I couldn't take my eyes off of you.
Why am I incredibly "torpe"?

Four Things

1. I'm still awake, and I don't know what I'm doing wasting my time blogging and youtubing.

2. I think I'll throw in a little "me" time this week.

3. I can't wait 'til it's time to have the semestral break.

4. It's been a long time since I've felt this nervous.

Paranoia

It's killing me.
Eating me up slowly,
From inside,From within.

Thoughts of jealousy,
of contempt,
of hate.

All at once, it's
Both hard and easy
To find a cure.

Because it's all

in
my
head.

Untitled

Nothin's gonna change my world
if I don't let it...
Because soulmates don't exist,
Fate is what you make of it,

And humanity is all about freedom.

Unyx' Bday (photo gallery)

I thought it was just some sort of surprise for her... until tears dropped from her eyes.

I Just Couldn't Say It!

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