Alcohol

I hate getting drunk. It's a double edged sword concept. When drinking, you're in ecstasy. After drinking, you're in hell. All the sort of headaches attack you. Your body feels numb. You're unconscious to what's happening or to what you're doing. But that's not the point. What's really worst after getting wasted is that you make A LOT of realizations. Realizations that can make you cry, be so happy about, or even thoughts of death.

I have written here some of my realizations last night after getting drunk.


Swim freely to my thoughts...

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I can feel you slowly drifting away like sand in my palm being blown by the wind. Why is it that every time I try, he comes to take you away. Your words express great affection; of great admiration; of love. But... right under your nose, you can find me who expresses great affection, of great admiration, of love towards you. You look to far. I'm just here... waiting for the right time.

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Is it wrong to have someone like you for me?

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(to be cont..)